thelightofthingshopedfor:

man I am just like…burned out on everything right now, which is pretty weird timing considering I got a surprise five-day weekend thanks to the earthquake and if nothing else I got to sleep in a lot because of that, but I’m exhausted about everything anyway and I don’t really know why. I suppose it’s just kind of a cumulative effect of election-related political burnout (which I also feel vaguely guilty about because compared to many people I didn’t even do that much), literally never sleeping well because even when I’m in bed long enough there are too many variables I can’t seem to figure out, earthquake stress and accompanying mild hypervigilance, additional neck pain that might be due to the earthquake, Tumblr nonsense, Avengers: Exhaustion, work deadlines, my computer still being half dead while I’m trying to replace it, getting my period a couple days ago, and ongoing not-really-treated mental health issues with ADHD and stuff, but…

…well, actually, when I write it out like that, I guess it doesn’t seem so inexplicable. also I’m sure it doesn’t help that for some reason I waited more than an hour longer than usual to eat lunch.

on the plus side, I just learned that my most urgent work deadline is less urgent than I thought by at least a week, because it turns out I was misinformed and the guy who misinformed me didn’t think to let me know as soon as he found out he was wrong, so…at least there’s that

man I am just like…burned out on everything right now, which is pretty weird timing considering I got a surprise five-day weekend thanks to the earthquake and if nothing else I got to sleep in a lot because of that, but I’m exhausted about everything anyway and I don’t really know why. I suppose it’s just kind of a cumulative effect of election-related political burnout (which I also feel vaguely guilty about because compared to many people I didn’t even do that much), literally never sleeping well because even when I’m in bed long enough there are too many variables I can’t seem to figure out, earthquake stress and accompanying mild hypervigilance, additional neck pain that might be due to the earthquake, Tumblr nonsense, Avengers: Exhaustion, work deadlines, my computer still being half dead while I’m trying to replace it, getting my period a couple days ago, and ongoing not-really-treated mental health issues with ADHD and stuff, but…

…well, actually, when I write it out like that, I guess it doesn’t seem so inexplicable. also I’m sure it doesn’t help that for some reason I waited more than an hour longer than usual to eat lunch.

Because of the earthquake I only got around to changing my office calendar yesterday, and would you look at that: #bisexual Pride colors all over the night sky! You know what that means? It means DECEMBER IS YOUR MONTH, BI FRIENDS! NATURE HAS SPOKEN! (This goes double for Alaskan bi friends, because the caption says this photo was taken near Talkeetna.)